Polar Bear Chow
Being an adult is getting old. Maybe it’s living here in Southern California where I know that I won’t be able to buy a house, have kids, or work part-time without constantly worrying about my finances but there doesn’t seem to be much variety. Work, don’t work, watch movies, read books, eat in, eat out, go to the occasional special event, go on the occasional vacation. I know that my problems aren’t real and that I won’t die from boredom, my problems are all in my head. It’s not as if I’m stranded on a small island off the coast of Alaska with a lone polar bear and only a canvas tent between me and becoming polar bear chow. It’s not as if I don’t have a job, car, clothes, food, and my health. I’m set but I’m just wondering what else there is. Also, in a lot of the other weblogs that I read the person is wondering what’s next, just like me, so I know I’m not alone. School is over but we’re not able to go to the next level and I want to use the time I have doing the most fulfilling things. But what are those things and how can I do the mysterious life-enhancing things without compromising the small amount of down time that I have? I guess I ask a lot of questions for a bank teller:) I think I’ll get drunk tonight.